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It Was Me

from Find The Sun by Deradoorian

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WHAT DO YOU WANT TO KNOW ABOUT MEDITATION?
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO KNOW ABOUT THE BRAIN?
I ONLY WENT LOOKING FOR THESE THINGS
WHEN I KNEW I WAS GOING INSANE

I THOUGHT MY MIND WOULD GROW CALMER
LIKE A POND IN THE MORNING RISE
BUT AS THE YEARS WENT LONGER
THE WISDOM WAS BUT A DISGUISE

IT WAS ME

A MASKED VERSION OF LOVE
A HEART BEHIND A STONE
ATTEMPTS AT INTERTWINING
WERE AT BEST A DISTANT TONE

LONG BEFORE I COULD TELL
A FOOTLESS ONE I BECAME
TRAVERSING THE WORLD FAR AND WIDE
THE GROUND I COULD NOT NAME

IT WAS ME

A TOUCH OF THE TOE ON THE EARTH BELOW
WOULD STING LIKE THE HOTTEST OF COALS
WHAT GOOD WAS IT TO FEEL A BODY
WHEN I COULD REST INSIDE MY SOUL

WHAT GOOD IS A SOUL WITHOUT A BODY?
WHAT GOOD IS GOD WITHOUT YOUR MIND?
YOU CAN'T BELIEVE IN NOTHING
IF YOU CAN'T FEEL WHAT'S INSIDE

IT WAS ME

SENSATION O SENSATION
A MYSTICAL CONVERSATION
WHAT TOLD ME I KNEW THE ANSWER?
WHEN I WAS SO FAR FROM CREATION?

TETHERED TO THE CONTEMPLATION
OF A THOUGHT GALAXIES AWAY
THERE WAS NOTHING OUT THERE
THERE WAS NOTHING IN HERE

AND NOTHING IS HERE TO STAY

THAT WAS ME

ALL I KNOW IS A FEELING
IT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD OR BAD
I DON'T KNOW WHAT THOSE WORDS MEAN
AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM

BUT NO LONGER I LOOK FOR THE ANSWER
FROM WHENCE I DID BEFORE
LIKE A GUST OF WIND ON A HOT SUMMER'S DAY
I BECOME THE DUST ONCE MORE

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from Find The Sun, released September 18, 2020

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Deradoorian New York, New York

Find the Sun is not the record Angel Deradoorian sat down to make. It’s a waypoint on a spiritual journey of acceptance, the result of years of lifting veils that obscured her innermost self, and coming to the realization that in order to find peace, she might need to cede a bit of control. The result is something that could only be found by the physical act of its construction. ... more

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